love bread...nice ma....got some eat edi...

my school kelab kebudayaan pic... noe who is me ma?

My class pic....so few ppl only....got some ppl dint come...

my boys the cuttie dog "kingston"....

cuttie fat kingston

today my boy come fetch me after school again...

he fetch his friend go his gf school 1st...

then we go ioi eat KFC....

after finnish eat then go back lo...

i make tuna bread for he eat....

hehe...

then reach my grandmom house i still dont wan up 1st...

at my boy car lo...

hehe....

crazy at car wit him...

haha....

make me lik "sha po"....

then 4pm lik tat go up lo...

dear acc me go...

then i still dont wan he go back...

stand at there...

hug him...

i like it o...

i like the feel o....

sweet sweet....

after half hour i call him go back lo...

hehe...

thx dear every friday come fetch me after school o...

next friday is my birthday lu...

hehe...

waiting my dear give me a unforget memory for me o...

hehe...

muackxxx...

just now my kai kor kor told me...
about my ex....
my kor kor say...
he saw my ex....
he change a lot...
now start to smoking...
no maness...
when talking talk about no meness word...
haiz....
y he will lik tat wan...
be4 not lik tat de...
nvm la...
i also dont care him how...
cos he is him...
me is me....
not my bisness....

i just noe who is my bf...
he is Ryan...

dear tis few day dint make me angry....

he still make me happy...

hehe....

sweet sweet at tis few days...

damn sweet....

i love it o...

thx dear make me sweet...

make me smile...

i got a sweet smile becos u o...

now i maybe will change my study course....

i wan study wedding planner....

but taiwan got o...

here i dont no oo...

still find it...

y i wan change....

becos tat day i go taiwan fair st hotel istana....

then i saw the college....

got study wedding planner...

actually i like tis course....

damn like..
but need go taiwan to study...

i dont wan...

i cannot go taiwan....

i dont wan leave my dear...

so i wan find at KL wan....

wedding planner good ma....

if is me i will say "GOOD"...

cos when i see ppl wedding...

i got a feel is sweet....

so i wan be wedding planner....

if here no wedding planner course....

i will give up....

then be make-up artist....

so i just hope can at here study wedding planner....

HOPE...

my boy now got part time working....

at amway...

start edi...

now he meeting....

so i wait he sms me la...

miss my boy so much...

i like my dear wear formal o....

cos very nice o...

hehe...

COS U R MY EVERYTHING....!!!!

yesterday we argue again...
haiz...

i delete our friendster account....
cos he never open it n never see it....
i ask him izit dont wan let ppl now we together ....
he say yes...
when i saw it message....
i cry edi...
y...
y he wan lik tat...
i dont no ar....
i just very sad...
so i delete our friendster account....
haiz..
i dont wan us tou tou mo mo ar...
i dont like ar...
he wan lik tat i also nth can say...
i dont no he wan how...
haiz....

y he never put us pic at msn or friendster de...
at his phone also...
be4 he will put us pic at wallpaper..
be4 he got put wan...
but now dont have edi...
y wor...
y will lik tat wan...
wat reason for him..
i dint ask him...
i donno how to ask him...
haiz...
just silent it..
just keep it...


now he got on9...
i ask him izit nth can chat wit me...
he say "yes"...
i hate it....
i hate to hear it...
i think now u play game gua...
when he on9...
he also nth can chat wit me de...
he play game also dint reply me...
y everytime also is i find him 1st...
he cannot find me meh?...
i dont no....
i reli dont no...
he just leave me alone...
i everyday also alone....
i hate it...
u noe ma?...
i very hate it...
wat can i do now...
i dont no...
my feel just is sad...
just is heart pain....
but...
he dont no...

today saturday...

damn boring at home...

nth can do..edit pic lo...

yesterday i go taiwan edufair wit my friend n my school teacher...

at hotel istana...

9am lik tat we take bus go...

the hotel very nice leh....

so beautiful...

i like it o...

the fair also not bad...

damn nice...

but a lot ppl ooo...

hard to walk..

all is taiwan college...

got a lot course...

then go toilet wit my sister take pic lo...

hehe....

11am lik tat go back school edi....

then my boy come fetch me after school...

we go ioi mall eating MCD....

finnish eat then we go jusco walk walk lo...

crazy at there...(secret)..

haha..

then 3pm lik tat go back my grandmom house..

reach there edi..

i stil dont wan go up 1st...

sit at my boy car...

then we take pic lo...

a lot o...

and...

Sweet sweet lo....

haha...

4pm lik tat i go up edi...

then my boy go back his house lo....

thx for u make me happy dear...

love u...

muackxx...

today very moody...
just now call my dear...
wit him argue again...
i told him i bu shuang him the things...
say until i cry...
now i reli dont no i wan how...
i just wan cry...
cry until i tired...
y my heart very pain...
lik give ppl kill wan...


izit i change it?
i dont no!!!!
i still is me....
no change...



U!!!!
no promise....!!!!!


i wan freedom...
i dont wan be alone....
i hate alone....!!!

today is me n my boy 4months anniversary o...
lucky he remember it...
today morning raining o...
i like it so much...

just now wit dear got a bit problem...
haiz...
sad la...
now he dint sms me...
wait~~~~

:(

today school day again....
september got SPM test...
must study study study...
i wan pass all subject...

yeaterday dint go anywhere...
just stay at home...
damn boring...

my boy got test n presentation o...
hope he can get a good result o...
support him...
gambateh ya dear...
i must advice him to study o...
hehe...

2moro is me n boy 4 months anniversary o...
donno he remember a not o...
we must add oil ya...
we still got a lot anniversary o...
hehe...
^^
muackxx....
love u...

recently me n my boy got some problem...
but we settle it edi..
today i see my message...
when me n my boy together...
all my boy send for me de...
when i saw it...
i read...
i feel very very sweet o...
sweet smile o...
hehe...
he send for me the message i keep it...
i dint delete...
cos...
i wont delete it...
it is both of us memory...
sweet memory..
^^

u r my everything..
Mr.Ryan

yesterday night my boy come find me after i finnish school...
we go ioi mall eating lunch...
then go tesco buy big apple donuts...
3.30pm lik tat he fetch me go back grandmom house...
when reach there...
i call my boy let me driving...
when i driving...
my boy suddently scold me...
ya...
i do wrong things...
i noe...
sorry dear...
then i let him drive back..
at car i just silent...
my boy ask me wat happen for me...
cos he saw my face lik no mood...
i say i nothing...
im ok...
ya...
i admit...
i unhaapy...
cos just now myy boy scold me...
i wan cry edi...
but i dint do it...
i tolerate it....
but dear still "tam" me...
i feel ok edi...



when at night...
we got some problem....
dear call me chatting wit me..
we chatting something...
he suddently told me...
he said he wan hornest wit me...
he said...
"sometimes i got think i wan be single...i dont wan relationship edi...
when i hear it...
i very very scare...
i think izit will got something happen...
i suddently cry...
but dear say...
"i just sometimes thinking only..not real wan"...
but dear...
i dont wan u think it...
think also dont wan...
when we chatting...
i hear ny boy voice lik wan sleep edi...
then i call him sleep...
when i go back my room...
i thinking a lot things...
izit i dint treat him very good...?
izit is i live so far..so he will say lik tat...
izit he college life now...so he wan study...
a lot things i thinking...
whole night dint sleep..
just hug my boy jacket at my bed lying...
until my boy working he also dint sms me...
i noe he working...
but he dint tell me...
i send credit for him...
he also dint sms me...
dint reply my message...
until now...
wat happen for us wor...
y my all relationship will lik tat...
y wan treat us lik tat...
be4 i give my ex hurt edi...
i dont wan now will happen it again...
i love my boy..
i very very love him...
pls...
dont let me loose him..
dont let him leave me...
can ma?...
all my friend...
pls help me tell my boy...


for my dear...
dear..u noe our relationship is how to start ma?..be4 u promise me wat?...our pormise is no matter wat u will love me forever....we argue also will settle wan...in our relationship no break up tis word...u noe i very very need u...u noe i cannot loose u...i dont wan be alone...i just wan u...just u only can noe wat is relationship...just u can understand me...just u will noe wat i wan...when me be4 give my ex hurt me..is u...is u caring me...is u make me happy...is u make me like u...is u can treat me good...dear...u noe our memory ma?...u say u wont forget it wan...u say will always in ur mind wan....our memory very sweet...very happy wan...dear...last night u tell me...my future is in ur hand to control it...i anything also for u wan...all becos of u...


my future..
i wan be make up artist...
n most important is..
i wanna be wit my boy...
i wan stay wit him...
all becos of him...
anything also for him...
i love him so much..
i love the most...
dear...
pls hear it....
u is my last...
i also hope me is ur last gf...
u r mines...
im yours..
no ppl can replace u...
u r my everything...
cos u r my everything....
i love u...
hear it...
I LOVE U~~~~!!!!!


tis song for my boy...
i hope he can listen it..

故事里的 起承转合 有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折 才暗示着 该走的方向指引你我来到这一刻
就算别人都说 我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
Cause You're My Everything就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything
辽阔天际 巧合相遇
有多少机率多少烟火
坠落无痕迹因为幸福 没有捷径
难免要绕道不被看好越是要走到就算别人都说
我们没什么出息不可能会这样轻易放弃
你就是Everything
就这个原因
让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything
Cause You're My Everything
就这个原因
让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起
你就是Everything
就如这个原因
我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

today not well...
haiz..
so hate tat things...

my boy tis few day very busy...
cos...
AGGIGNMENT....
haiz...
he got a lot assignment wan do.....
so cannot accompany me ....
sms also few edi...
i think 1 days just got 10 only...
be4 we got sms a lot de...
morning sms until night de....
but now no edi lu...
he still will call me chatting wit me la...
so im ok oo...
i noe de...
i also hope he can study good good oo...
i dont wan he waste money to study...
he wan exam edi o...
so hope he can do it la...
add oil ya my boy....
baby will support u wan...
muackxx...

i noe...
i noe he dint sms me i very unhappy...
but i noe he busy..
sometimes he tell me he go play pool...
i very unhappy de...
cos he dint sms me tell me...
he go sunway wit his friend also dint tell me...
but i can say wat wor....
i just say ok lo...
but i hope he do something can sms tell me ..
lik tat only....

today school day...
when morning suddently got spot check...
lucky dint get my HP...
hehe...
today feel not well o...
haiz...
dont no y so pain...
feel wan pengsan edi...

today got a bit moody...
so many things let me "fan"...
haiz...
SPM...
Relationship...
NS...
Future...

my future is be wit my boy....
then i wan be make up artist...
but i dont no how...
cos...
i wan study hospitality...
also wan study make up...
dont no which 1 is suitable for me...
now wan thinking good good...
cos tat is my future...
and my boy also...
"i wanna be wit u,爱你好幸福"...
"想要和你建造一个爱的小屋"...
"i wanna be wit u,爱你好满足"...
"享受最甜美的舒服，有你的呵护我不再孤独"...

^^

today wan go my boy house de...
tat day my dad promise me let me go out de...
my dad suddently dont let me go...
he ask me a lot things...
he said"tat day the boy come my house for wat,who the guy..."...【he said the guy is my bf】。。。
then i said he is my normal friend only...
then he said...
"i told u already cannot pak tuo,y u dont wan listen wat i say..."..
then i very angry said...
"he is my normal friend,i dint pak tuo,i dont have bf..."..
he said Boy friend also cannot...
i told u cannot know friend boy edi...
i wan scold my dad already...
i wan 爆出他的秘密了的....
but i dint do it...
i dont no y....
haiz...
my dad take my boy phone number edi...
i dont no he will call my boy a not...
now my dad dont let me go out edi...
just can stay at home....
i dont no wan how now..
i just miss my boy...

i told my boy no need come edi...
cos he on the way coming edi..
he say y suddently will lik tat wan...
then i told him all my dad saying the things...
then my boy said...
"bb,我们暂时分开先好吗"...
y,y my boy will say lik tat...
i dont wan...
i beg him..
i dont wan he said lik tat...
i dont wan break..
then my boy said let him cold down 1st...
then i sleep awhile 1st...
after 5 something lik tat...
i call my boy...
cos i sms him dint reply me...
then my boy chatting wit me...
told me a lot things...
he said sorry to me...
he say he wont give up me...
no matter wat also...
my dad n mom dont let us together also...
he also will 坚持together wit me...
he wont give up me...
he will make me happy...
will love me more then be4...
thx dear...
i noe...
i noe u can do it...
i trust u...
anything also i will do for u de...
cos u very important for me..
i just wan u...
another things i dont wan...
just wan u...
all is u...
i love u dear...
thx u...
cos u will protect me...
u will how to tell my dad de...
i trust u...

haiz...
today is my fucking day...
wont forget it...
FUCKING DAY....
SHIT...
GO TO HELL....
FUCKER....


i just wan told my dad...
"dad,no matter wat also,i wont give up my boy de,is him can make me happy u noe ma?is him change my all ar,he help me a lot things ar,pls,i beg u can ma?dont 拆散 us..i just wan him be my husband,u trust him can ma,he will give me happiness,he will take care me de,he not a bad guy ar...pls..."

Me & Rainie

Me & Felicia

today nth special oo...

when back i ask my dad...

i told him sunday i go out wit my friend...

then he said again...

"dont let me know u pak tuo"...bla bla bla....

haiz....

say again...

now i feel my dad already “怀疑" me edi...

haiz...

scare scare la...

lol...

sunday i go my boy house....

yeah...

^^

today dint going school...
cos got wat karnivel sport o...
so i dint go lu..
lazy go...
then morning my dad fetch me go rainie house lu...
then go meet my another friend at MCD lu...
eat breakfast at there...
finnish eat then go my friend house swimming lu..
after finnish swimming then go tuition edi..
now my face red red de...
a bit tired oo....
today got take some pic...
upload soon o...

2moro my boy dint come find me...
cos he promise his friend plat badminton o...
nvm lu...
then sunday go his house lu...
meet him at sunday lu...
got a bit scare his father lu...
dont no y o..

so miss my boy...
love my boy so much....

yesterday my kai kor kor call me...
he ask me a lot things...
then i told him about sunday the things...
he said wit me...
"mei,now u already can fang xin,u trust me,he will love u the most de..."...
kor,i noe,cos lik u say "见了家长，感情是比较稳定的"...
so kor...
i wont thinking too much edi...
i will trust him...
no need worry la...



tis few day my boy very busy...
cos...
got a lot...
"ASSIGNMENT...!!!!"...
haiz...
y la....
give my boy a lot assignment...
now he cannot accompany me every minute edi...
haiz...
tat day i told my dear...
i said...
"i wan scold ur teacher edi,becos she give u a lot assingment,make u cant accompany me..要怪就怪他..."...
haha...
my boy say me lame...
wat la u...
u noe ur baby is very lame de la...
hor...
hehe...
anyway...
i wont angry my boy de...
cos he got test edi...
so let him study study study...
i dont wan he lazy...
i wan he get good result...
cos get a good result...
then he can find a good job...
then can give me happyness la...
hehe...
i noe he can do it de...
dear...
gambateh...
i will support u de o...
muackxx...
love u..

today got a bad news...
is my best friend emily wit his bf break up edi...
haiz...
so sad for her...
y his bf will lik tat wan...
y wan treat her lik tat...
so bad the boy...
fucker...

wat pose is tat???

u see my boy...curi curi take my pic...

cute dear...

kiss my dear...y he face look lik "bu shuang"

yesterday my boy come my house...

becos...

see my mom lo...

after my dad go out...

i call my boy come my house...

cos he so earlier reach my house...

then my mom at outside doing something..
she saw my boy...

she said..

"ur dad come out edi then u call he come"...

then i silent...

dont wan say anything...

then my boy come in my house...

he call my mom "aunt"....

then my mom answer him lo..

then he go play PS2 i play lap top lo...

4PM lik tat...

i go leisure mall wit my boy...

go walk walk...

buy sushi eat...

buy bubble tea drink...

when wan reach my house...

i call my boy go near my house there...

i wan driving....

i driving 2 rounds oo...

so nice oo...

hehe...

but my boy got a bit scare...

hehe...

then go back my house watch DVD lu...

7.00pm lik tat i ask my mom wan go out eat dinner a not...

she said dont wan...

call me n boy go out eat...

then awhile...

my mom come down..

she ask me izit wan o out eating dinner....

then i say yup...

then go out lo...

my boy fetch lo...

go restoran eating dinner...

my boy so shy oo...

hehe....

i still at there laught him...

haha...

finnish eating go back my house lo...

then go on9 lo...

my boy 9pm just go back home...

then i send him go out lo...

when he reach home then he call me lu...

chatting wit me lo...

hehe...

erm...

dont no my mom will say anything a not....

she noe my boy is my bf edi de...

but she dont wan ask me only...

wait la...

i also scare o...

my boy today dint acc me...

haiz...

moody edi...

wtf....
my phone suddently sot sot...
all screen white...
shit...
haiz...
now no phone use....
i wan buy new phone...
i wan use couple phone wit my dear....
k770i...

waiting my boy come my house now...
then later go leisure mall...
see new phone price...
I WAN CHANGE NEW PHONE....

有些东西坏了就是坏了。。。
就算弄回，改回又怎样。。。
不可能就是不可能了。。。

y wor...
y u will say "no need so serious"...
haiz...
i hear it my heart very very pain u noe ma?...
u now wat u saying wit me ma?...
huh...
broken heart...

today saturday...
wholeday damn boring...
i miss my boy..
last night my boy make me cry..
he suddenly told me...
"katherine,do u married me?"...
i told him said 20 reason y wan i married him...
then he said 20 reason for me...
i hear edi i cry...
i dont no y...
but now he said wan married me..
i noe is play play only...
he not serious de...
so i just simmply say "yes" lu...
but...
i noe...
when i say "yes"...
im very serious to tell him "yes,i do"...
but...
he just play play only...
so im ok...

i love my boy...
im serious for our relationship...
i wan be ur real lao po...
i wan be ur real wife...
now i already dang u is my real husband...
u noe ma...
i love u so much...
all becos u...

2 moro my boy come my house find me...
n i will intro him to my mom...
but i wont tell my mom he is my bf...
i think my mom noe de...
hope my mom nth la...

still sick...
now got a bit fever edi..
becos?...
i already "sheng feng" de...
today still wan go swimming...
so got a bit fever edi lu...
u see....
dai sei lo...
haiz...
my dear scold me ...
haiz...
sorry la...
lol...


just now my dad fetch me when i finnish tuition....
when on the way...
he said"u everyday at room talking at phone,u chatting wit who?,who call u?"
then i said is my best friend rainie call me lu...
yes...
i bluff him....
not rainie call me...
is my boy call me de...
my dad dont no i got bf...
then he still said...
"i told u already,now u still study,dont pak tuo 1st, i told u u must hear i said..."...
then i said "ya la ya la,em em,oo oo,"...
lik tat lu...
aiyo...
my dad is lik tat wan....
dad,i big girl edi...
study n relationship i will how to settle wan...
no need worry la...
haiz...

today play badminton wit my friend...
play until we crazy...
hehe...
haiz...
i still sick...
throat pain....
now got new sick edi...
"shang feng.."...
haiz...
so pity...

when i finnish school my boy call me...
he told me he play badminton wit his friend...
until now dint sms me...
i think still playing gua...
so dint disturb him lu...
waiting his message...

i miss my boy...

recently suddently very like listen jay chou the song "说好的幸福呢"....
very nice...

today at class...
my friend said they all the NS name list come out edi...
then they sms go check lu....
i got a few friend kena NS...
i also kena...
haiz...
we all dont wan go la...
lol....
hate it la....
shit....