me n my dear got something happen again....
haiz...
i just hope he wont give up our relationship....
but...
i also dont wan force him to love me....
if hurt...
i hurt only....
but....
i still will love him....
how we can settle happen it...
i dont no...
i already jin li....

i miss him....
but i noe....
he dint miss me...
i love him....
but i noe...
he dint love me so much edi...
he lik sometimes love me...
sometimes dont love me...
i feel sad...
but...
i will give him some times...
i noe i can wait...
i noe he will love me so much...
i trust him....

pls....
i dont wan we leave each other...
i love him...
i love him so much...
cant live without him....
he is my everything...
nothing is gonna change my love for u...
i just wan u...
u is my last....
i trust myself....
if without u...
i wont start my new relationship edi....

cos....
i get hurt....
my heart lik broken...
i feel no ppl will love me forever...
but...
i just will love ppl forever...
tat person is...
Ryan Ng Chen Wei...
i love him....

today i went out wit my darling Gwen..her bf Nesty...n my dear Ryan also....
1st time meet my darling Gwen....
so enjoyed wit them....

we go pavilion watch "woohoo" movie....
tis movie damn nice....
got some part is so funny...
got some part is very touch wan...
nice movie...

after finnish movie then we go pavilion outside & inside take pic...
but...
me n darling just take 2 pic only..
so few....
:(
hope got chance can take wit her again...

then we go TS...
walk walk...
than i buy new year shirt....
finnish buying than we go jalan ah low eating our dinner...
at a restoran....
finnish eating already 9.30pm lik tat....
than we go bak lu...
reach home edi damn tired...
blerrr....

hope can go out wit my darling Gwen...
^^V

pic will upload at my facebook...

gwen darling & nesty...

me n my dear Ryan

boring leh...

my dear sleep jor...

so early...

nvm la...

he tired jor...

early morning go working ....

than still wan go college...

must tired lo...

let him sleep la...

(^OO^)....

he is my pig..

kaka...

tis sunday go ts watch movie wit my dear ryan, gwen darling n her bf nesty...

1st time go watch movie wit darling leh...

n 1st time see her leh....

hehe...

hope can get a nice memory wit gwen darling la...

^^

erm...

my mom told me dont find working 1st...

cos she call me make chinese new year biscuit wit her o..

somemore got salary give me wan....

kaka....

too good...

no need go outside work...

still got 1 months lik tat chinese new year lo...

so fast o...

but....

i still havent but new year shirt....

cos now no $$ leh...

haiz...

sei mou...

so poor jor...

blerrr....

我想我还是不够成熟还达不到 你的要求我真的没有想的太多只是怀念 你走以后离开 难道真的是解脱难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手如果有一天 我们有缘再见你会不会想起 说过的永远

pls...dont stop it can ma...
dont stop our relationship...
i dont wan...
dont hope...
dont wish...

pain....
my heart pain...
=[

today go interview again....
still the same...
waiting call.......
hope will accept me....
god bless me....

2moro is me n my dear together 300 days..
so fast oo...
still got 65 days is 1 years edi...
wuhoo.....
wink wink...
happy happy....
love my dear so much...
muackxxx....
forever o....

erm...
my ex he find me edi...
he just ask me something....
but...
i feel nth happen...
cos i noe we still is friends...
always is friends....

recently love english song....
y...
be cos my dear...
after together wit him...
less to hear chinese song edi...
somemore now i wan learn hok kian....
my dear teach me...
i teach him cantonese....
he improve edi...
but me...
haiz...
dont no when can talk hok kian with him....
hope as long as fast la...

now waiting chinese new year lo...
but still havent but new year shirt...
i wan buy...
skirt...dress..shirt...shoes...lens...
and i wan dye my hair again....
change colour....
but....
no $$....
so hope can get job than got salary can but i wan all the things...
and promise sook wei treat her play roller....

erm....
tis year velantine day's is me and my dear 2nd time celebrate oo...
cos 1st time is when he at NS....
but true wan tis year is 1st time la...
wat i wan but for him leh...
still dont no leh...
thinking thinking...
n he will how to celebrate wit me leh?
will got surprise ma?
hmmm....
dont no o...
hope will get a surprise la...
waiting waiting....
^^

still got 2 months is me n my dear 1 years anniversary....
i feel lik wan go studio take pic album....
but hor....
my dear say "DONT WAN"....
cos he say "WASTE MONEY"....
haiz...
suan la...
the wish never come true wan....
feel sad...
nvm la...
he dont wan dont force him la....

dear....
last year we together until now...
seriously i reli very happy be wit u...
ya...i noe...
sometimes we argue until lik hell...
but we can settle wan....
rite...
no matter we argue until how...
i noe we wont becos tis leave each other...
i hope we wont augue again...
if got..
i hope just is a little argue...
i just wan say...
together wit u is very happiness....
love u is my jobs...
just wan by urside forever...
be a part in ur life...
hold ur hand until i die...
i love u kiss me...
becos i feel very very sweet....
i love u hug me....
becos i feel very warm n u can protect me...
i love u hold my hand...
becos i noe u wont let me lost at anywhere....
i love u see me...
becos u always say im cute...(syok...blerrr...)

dear...
can be my hubby the person is U....
can be my lao gong the person is U...
can hold my hand the person is U...
can hug me the person is U...
can kiss me the person is U...
can touch me the person is U...
all just only u...

i will wait u give me a forever promise...
i noe i can wait...
i will trust u...
i will wait u...

maybe u think i thinking lik tat is im stupid...
but....
i wont feel lik tat...
cos is becos...
so i feel is "zhi de" wan...

until now havent got job...
haiz....
damn boring at home...
nth can do...
sien...

who can intro some job for me...??

at home damn boring....
somemore now my dear study now...
dont have time teman me...
sometimes still go gym....
haiz...

i wan working ....

our problem izit settle edi...
i dont no ...
but i will trust him...
hope he dint lie me...

just wan he noe...
no matter how we argue also...
i still will tahan...
cos i dont wan got something happen on us...
i dont wan leave each other..
i dont wan...

now i can do is just listen wat u say..
trust u...
always by urside...

dear....
i love u...
so much...

pls dont make me cry again can ma....
can u respect me ma...
can u sayang me more ma...
can u caring me more ma....

31th tat day go genting wit my dear n his friends....
2th just come bak...
finally i get a happy small trip wit my dear...
we got some problem at there...
got a small argue wit my dear....
but now nth edi....
we r ok....

31th...
when go first world hotel tat time...
when walking...
suddenlty give a pokai make me PK....
make my leg damn pain....
hard to walking..
then my dear go buy the oil help me make it ok....
thx dear....
at night i cant go coundown...
cos my leg make me damn pain...
so cant walk....
then at hotel wit my dear countdown....
his friends go hotel outside countdown....
when finnish countdown....
then i fall sleep wit my dear...
cos damn tired...

1th...
morning wake up finnish bath n brush teeth....
then go eat breakfast wit his friends...
kennyrogers...
opppssss....
damn expansive...
then go walk walk lu...
at night we at hotel there play poker...
who is the looser then wan drink the alcohol + coke...
opsss...
i also dont no i drink how many times edi...
but i feel i dint drunk....
wat the hell....
his friends say im pro...
at poker n drink....
lol....
no la....
dont say i lik tat....

2th day....
at starbucks there wait dear father fetch us bak...
at car tat time i got a bit scare a shy....
dont no y...
maybe is 1st time wit my dear dad n mom lo...
then at xar chatting wit dear until reach his house...
at his house eating dinner wit his family lu...
shy shy....
opppssss...
then 9 something lik tat dear fetch me bak lo...
reach home also damn tired edi..
faster go bath then chatting wit dear in phone awhile then sleep lo...

hope can go trip wit dear again oo...
waiting waiting....

at genting not take so many pic....
cos outside raining....
haiz....
take some only lo...