dear...
u noe ma...?
sometimes u dint find me i unhappy...
i dont no y...
maybe u busy...
maybe u do homework...
maybe u wit ur friend...
i also cant sms wit u...
u wont feel now we so few sms n chatting in phone ma?...
our relationship light edi ma?...
i very very miss u...
2week dint see u edi...
dear...
i just wan u got time company me only...
at msn u also nothing wan chat wit me...
nothing wan tell me...
in college u chatting wit ur friend more than me...
im not small gas...
im not wan "fan" u....
hope u understand me...
sometimes u call me "wei"...
i feel very angry somatimes...
im ur gf ma?...
im ur lao po ma?...
y u call me "wei"...
u noe u call lik tat is just call a friend only...
haiz...
u call me "wei" i also dont wan say anything...
i just answer u only...
when u start ur college life i feel i very lonely edi...
no ppl sms me...
no ppl chatting wit me...
sometimes i very boring i just find my ji mui rainie chat wit me only...
i got anything i also tell her...
dear....
u noe ma?...
u noe i very need u ma?...
sometimes i got things dont wan tell u becos i dont wan argue wit u...
i just write at here...
got any happy or unhappy things also write at here....
hope u understand...


i very very need u...
u noe ma?....
Mr.Ryan....

holiday start edi oo...
will so boring at home leh...
nothing can do...
just hope dear can come find me leh...
2week dint see each other o...
so miss him...
very much...

dear just now go out wit he friend...
now still not yet find me....
nvm la...
wait him la...

lao gong...
thx for everything that u give me...
thx for u never give up our relationship...
a boyfriend lik u is impossibe to find...
so dear...
when u r right by my side...
there r true in ur eyes...
i never never live u...
no matter wat also...
i will always love u...
all of u...
lao gong...
u r mines...
u r my everything...
so...
hope we can holding each other hand walk our future road...
until we die...
hope we can cross every valentine day's...
x-mas day,ur birthday,my birthday and all the day...
lao gong...
trust me...
i will love u forever...
no matter wat i also will love u only...
hope u also ...
my heart just for u...
no ppl can replace u...
I LOVE U~~!!!!
MR.Ryan...
muackxx....


~~~yoyo lao po~~~

IM USELESS KATHERINE BABY~~!!!!!
FUCKER KATHERINE BABY~~!!!!
KATHERINE BABY LIK A SHIT~~!!!!!

we still argue...
i told u edi...
not i wan lik tat...
is u keep say me lik tat...
if i gone edi u will how...
i noe u will how....
will no ppl argue wit u..
u no need unhappy edi....
no me u must happy more than together wit me...
i dont wan break wit u...
i just dont wan lik tat....
just now u call me....
u ask me still wan continue wit u ma?...
i still love u ma?...
still wan together ma?...
still can tahan ma?....
i said i can..
but...
i dont no can stand a not....
i will try my best...
i just dont wan break up...
I DONT WAN...!!!!


tis song is "wang zi" sing de...
name is "dui bu qi(sorry)"....

多久了没有你的消息
duo jiu le mei you ni de xiao xi
上一封简讯是星期几
shang yi feng jian xun shi xing qi ji
又错过了与你的约定
you cuo guo le yu ni de yue ding
对不起真的不是故意
dui bu qi zhen de bu shi gu yi
有时候没办法陪著你
you shi hou mei ban fa pei zhe ni
你总是对我说没关系
ni zong shi dui wo shuo mei guan xi
放不下我对你的任性
fang bu xia wo dui ni de ren xing
对不起不该让你伤心
dui bu qi bu gai rang ni shang xin
有时候 你会让让我
you shi hou ni hui rang rang wo
儘管我大男人发作
jin guan wo da nan ren fa zuo
有时候 你会装作不懂
you shi hou ni hui zhuang zuo bu dong
默默地 留一些空间给我这些事情
mo mo di liu yi xie kong jian gei wo zhe xie shi qing
其实 我一直都藏在心裡
qi shi wo yi zhi dou chang zai xin li
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong dou ni kai xin
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong ting ni de xin
回想这过去 我学著让你更安心
hui xiang zhe guo qu wo xue zhe rang ni gen an xin
别赌气别任性别放弃
bie du qi bie ren xin bie fang qi
说声对不起
shuo sheng dui bu qi
请你相信我我会更加珍惜
qing ni xiang xin wo wo hui gen jia zhen xi
请你相信我我会呵护著你
qing ni xiang xin wo wo hui he hu zhe ni
小小的爱情
xiao xiao de ai qing
却是我最大的幸运
que shi wo zui da de xing yun
疼爱的
teng ai de
想念的都是你
xiang lian de dou shi ni
请你相信
qing ni xiang xin
一个这样的我
yi ge zhe yang de wo
请原谅我 对不起 对不起
qing yuan liang wo dui bi qi dui bu qi

i reli very "xin ku" edi...
u wan i how?...
y....
we izit got some happen at a day?...
pls...
dont make it happen...
my heart very very pain...
u noe ma?~~!!!!!

i feel very sad...
haiz ....
dont no y...
my boy reli same wit "M" de...
he say "m" be4 play game dint find him,ignore him...
but now he also treat me lik tat....
he play game...
he say sms me....
but after 1 hour he also dint sms me...
haiz...
he lik "M"...
i lik him....
play game important company me ma?...
when i hear Rainie Yang Chen Lin the song "dai wo zou"...
i feel the song lik me...
just alone,just lonely...
bring me go far away...
haiz...
i wan how?...
i just silent...
i dont wan say anything...
i dont wan argue wit him....
i just keep in my heart...
now he still dint find me....
4.00pm until now 6.25pm....
wat he doing?...
play game?sleep?...
anything?....
I DONT NO~~~~!!!!....
haiz...
feel sad...
just now he msn me...
he say he phone no credit edi...
ok lo....
nvm lo...
i noe edi...


today morning when i reach school...
i saw my Ex....
he at the car...
at right side me...
i saw him....
he look at me...
but i dint look at him..
i dont wan...
i scare...
i dont wan think about him....
i scare i will cry....
tat time got trackfik light...
he still looking at me....
y wor...
look me for wat oo?....
y wan look at me wor...
pls...
tis few day also saw him...
the car at beside me....
haiz..
GOD~~!!!
pls dont play me again...
i dont wan u give me n him got "yuan fen"...
dont make me cry again...
i dontwan think about be4 u how to treat me...
now i start new life edi...
i just wan be happy...

katherine baby....
add oil....
u can do it...

i reli fan ma?...
y he will say i lik tat de...
i just worry him only...
y he will say i "Fan" him...
haiz....
start now i dont wan find him...
i wait he find me i just reply him...
haiz...
i useless...
so sorry to u..

just now he scold me...
i dont no he not at there...
he say he dad call him....
I RELI DONT NO!!!!...
he say"u enought de ma?"....
y wor...
i just worry him only...
y he wan lik tat wor...
i noe...
i fan him...
i reli very fan...
i wan how to do..?...
u all teach me can ma?...
i wan how to be a good gf ?...
I WAN HOW?....
I JUST WILL CRY...
I STILL WILL HOW?...

dear...
i hope u dont say u useless edi...
u not useless...
u is seldom company me only...
now u study...
study is more important than me...
i noe...
i very need u company me...
i need u noe wat i think now...
but...
i dont wan u worry about tat...
or u will feel i very small gas..
i noe de...
i noe myself...
everytime make u lik tat...
make u angry...
sorry dear...
so sorry to u...
i dont no our future will how...
but i hope we can forever...
i very need u...
so much....
i dont wan be alone...
i dont wan lonley...
i need ppl care me...
i need ppl love me...
dear...
if 1 day some happen for me...
u must take care urself..
ok...
no matter wat happen...
u always in my heart...
forever...
u dint show how much u love me...
nvm...
i noe de...
i noe wat u think...
i just wan u happy only...
I LOVE U~~~!!!!!
RYAN NG CHEN WEI....

is u make me happy...
is u make me smile...
is u make me happyness...
without u i cant live...
i love u so much...~~~!!!!

im very useless....
y he when do something also wont tell me wan...
he will noe i will very worry him ma?...
today i argue wit him...
my heart very very pain...
he dint told me he play badminton...
i call he so many times he also dint answer...
at 7.30pm he just sms tell me he play badminton just now...
y?...
y now just told me...
im he gf ma?...
he will noe i worry him ma...
now he seldom company me edi...
sms also less edi...
now he dint sms me...
i also dont say anything...
i just will CRY...
i just wiill SAD...
but...
he will noe i lik tat ma...
he dont no...
now he also dint call me...
we will break up ma...
still got half year i need go NS edi...
he will wait me ma...
he will wait until i come back ma?...
i dont no...
i just will scare...
he promise me he will love me 4ever...
but...
he reli will love me 4ever ma...
i dont no...
but...
i trust him...
i love him...
i dont wan loose and live him...
y wor?...
y we will lik tat....
y now he stil dint find me....
i just CRY CRY CRY....
wat can i do now...

me n my boy....

kai ma & kai zai...

my kai zai "lam lam" cute boy...(pic not clear)

yesterday is my kai zai "lam lam" 1 years old birthday...

so at night gohe birthday dinner...

at mid valley meet my boy...

then go rainie house find rainie together go lo....

my heart very pain...

my brain think too much...

i cant stop thinking it...

sorry my boy....

u noe i will think too much...

sorry...

i will try my best la..

ok...

i promise u...

after 6.00pm then we go my kai zai de birthday party....

saw my long time no see de best friend chin seah...

then chatting wit my all friend....

take pic wit my kai zai...

so cute la...^^

after finnish eat then chin seah fetch me n my boy go mid valley...

cos my boy go there meet he bro....

he bro fetch we back...

i go my boy house sleep...

reach he house edi...

i sit at my boy de room....

then he dad come in...

i saw him...

i say "uncle"....

then he smile wit me....

he ask we eat dinner edi?...

then he go out edi...

my boy buy movie watch...

"coming soon"....

not very nice....

i watch half only...

then i stop watch it...

so boring la...

then my boy close the movie....

then we chatting lo...

take pic lo...

until 2.00 just sleep....

my boy hug me sleep oo...

nice nice la..

i like it oo...

wat the....

i very remember the time...

cos give ppl make i wake up...

at 4.30am....

he dad come inside room ask my boy today got working ma....

then my boy say no....

then ok lo...

straight sleep...

then 5.30am...

he house de "kakak" wake up do house work...

"cing cing cang cang"....wat the....

so noisy la...yor...make me up 2nd time...

ok....

at 6.30am....

is give my boy make me up....

becos....

he a...

sleep until lik a pig...(^00^)

y?...becos got the pig sound lo...haiz...

then i straight sleep lo..

last time....

at 8.30am....

is he baby sister...

when i sleep nice nice....

suddently "wah~~~~wah~~~~"....

wat the....

very noisy la....

yor...

until i call my boy wake up...

i said..

"dont wan sleep edi,wake up"...

haiz....

lucky i dint be panda....

then go out room go toilet saw he dad...

"uncle,morning"...

then he say "ya..."...

then i go toilet brush my teeth then bath lo...

finnish edi the go eat breakfast lo...

eat "bak kut teh"...

cos my boy stay at klang ma....

so he dad go buy tis wan give me eat lo...

suddently my dad call me...

he say wan come my friend house fatch me back...

wat~!!!!!

then i said no need....

my friend will fetch me goktm station then i take taxi back...

then he say no need...

i go ur friend house...

i say very hard to find de...

my friend de house at salak south...

actually he also dont no my friend de house...

then he say ok lo...

he go ktm station wait me....

y i dont wan he come my friend de house..?

bocos i tell him i stay my friend de house...

actually he dont no i at klang...

he also dont no i got bf now..

n he dont no i stay at my boy de house....

if let he noe i must die lo...

my dad call me 5 times edi....

haiz...

then i faster eat then wit my boy go take ktm..

he send me go k.l central...

then teach me how to go i wan go de station...

then he take ktm go back klang...

after reach the station...

up my dad de car...

then he say y so long wan..

i said need change ktm de ma....

then he say y u wont tell me ....

then he "bla bla bla"....

i just silent it lo...

haiz..

nvm...

lucky he dont no i go klang...

haha....

unforget memory at yesterday..
love my dear so much....
forever....

muackxxx....

^^

recently the me a...

busy at exam o...

still ok la...
but...

when "he" start colloge life edi...

"he" not lik be4 edi...

"he" so seldom company me...

sometimes we the time not mach...

when i free "he" busy...

when i busy "he" free...

haiz...

now "he" company his friend more than me...

when "he" finnish class "he" go yam cha wit his friend or go CC play dota wit his friend...

i feel very unhappy...

"he" got time go CC play dota also no time sms me...

i also dont wan tell him i think wat...

i scare "he" will say me no give freedom him...

i wan how????!!!!!

sometimes i no mood n unhappy i also dont wan tell him...

i dont wan let "he" noe...

i just can keep in my heart...

i scare our relationship will change...

but...

i noe wont happen it de...

cos we promise wont live our de...

will love our forever de...

i trust him...

i noe "he" wont make me sad de...

hope la...