long time dint update my blog...
today is tuesday (29-11-2011)..
my mood is very very down :(
how come will lik tat..
becos my relationship...
is damn bad...
hmmm...
now im using ear phone to listening song...
just wan to make my mood feel better...
i keep crying now...
i cant stop it...
i dunno y...
maybe i like to cry...
but i noe tat i have reason to cry....
nobody will understand me..
exspecially u...
u noe how long we together?
y u still cant understand me?
how come i will become very emo, like to cry?
i dunno also...
i dunno wat happen on me..
i just noe my life is fucking not good now...
everything i already told u...
but...
still is the same...
u nvr change...
u nvr caring me much...
i cant feel it u loving me....
wat happen on us?
i tired to face all tis shit happen...
i tired to say it...
when u only can understand wat i wan....
eveerytime we argue...
i tell myself...
"katherine Lee, u must leave it, dun thinking too much ,after sleep will be nth happen anymore..."
but after i wake up...
u still dint tam me...
everytime i feel so dissapointed...
y u will become lik tat...
izit u wont scare me will ignore u?
izit i bu zhi de u tam me?
izit u still treat me as ur gf?
tis all question keep in my mind..
i cant get the answer...
when i ask u " y until now u still nth wan say wit me n tam me? "...
u sure will reply...
"wat u wan , busy now , ltr talk can ma, wat u wan somemore ? "...
u noe ma...
i hate u reply all tis shit answer for me...
tats y u make me more dulan wit u...
but u wont understand...
u just will feel me small gas...
u noe ma...
im not small gas...
i just wan get caring from u...
just wan u put me in the 1st...
but...
u dun have...
wat i wan u nvr do for me...
is nvr~!!
u still remember y i wan u register wit me at next year ma?
i dun dare infront to tell u..
i just dare to write at here...
i wan to married u becos i scare i no more time edi...
next year is 2012 edi...
izit will end of the world?
i dunno...
so i just wan faster married u...
be ur real wife in my life...
but...
u dun wan...
u dun wan to give me answer...
suan la,...
i wont asking u anymore...
fang xin...
u dun wan to married me...
i wont force u...
becos i have to decide something tat u will nvr noe...
im tired to cry becos u....
u not caring me nvm...
u not loving me nvm...
i noe tat i love u the most can edi...
i love u...
u noe ma?
katherine....crying out la...he will nvr noe how much u sad..
how much u cry becos him...
i wanna be strong..but i cant..
ryan ng...
wat r u treat me now?
huh...tell me the answer n show it for me can ma...
;(
god..bring me go along...
i dun wan to stay here anymore...
T_____T
