tis few days damn no mood....
tat day i say break wit him de...
but he fa pi qi wit me...
he push down my chair...
put out the ring n throw...
he say : wan break than break la k"...
than he go out from my room....
tat time i crying lik hell..
just go clean my room...
after clean it...
than i sit at my bed...
keep contimue crying...
than he come in my room...
he hold my hand n call me "baby"...
but i keep dun wan looking at him...
cos my heart damn pain...
i get hurt again...
i nvr saw him treat me lik tat...
is the 1st time he do tat...
but finally i still forgive him...
i dun no y...
maybe is me bu she de...
after tat we go andy birthday party...
Gwen darling also got go...
tat day i was drunk...
omg...
almost 12 something mid night than my dear send me home de...
but he sleep at my house until 6am than he go home...
cos he got drink beer...
dangerous to drive...

valentine's day....
he bought for me a pair of ring's...rose flower....hello kitty pillow...a card....
all tat its so surprise for me...
n he bring me go eat japanese food at"Tomoe" wit his friends...
wow...
damn nice..
hope can eat again...
after eat than we go taylor college see lakeside view...
izit tat so funny...
valentine's day go there....
lol....
almost 12am than we go home edi....
thx for him give me everything... :)
i love the present a lot :)

just now we argue again...
haiz...
i reali no confident in our relationship edi..
im tired to pak tuo edi..
tis few days so sad...
keep crying....
izit he wont understand wat i wan...
y he attitude always lik tat...
y cannot change wan...
y he always wan argue , scold me, use bad word scold me , blaming me, beat me, not caring me, not loving me, n not worry me...
now i just feel all tis only...
izit u wan i change my heart....
izit u wan i together wit another?
wat i want u noe ma..
can u understand me ma...
can u be a good man...
can u dun so rude to treat me ma...
i dun wan say again de...
im tired to say it again....
he wont listen than suan la...
i wont force him anymore....
i will starting to habit my life edi...
try to alone la...
now i got any unhappy things also..
i wont tell him de..
i will keep in my heart...
wat i wan also he wont noe wan....
he just will buy all the things he want...
but wat i wan he also wont buy wan...
he promise me will sponser me buy SE xperia10 phone....
but now...
i think he wont do it wan la...
just kao myself la...
i wont hope i love u the feeling is gone la...
if u still dun no how to treat me good...
than i no comment de la...
katherine...
u just alone la..
T_T

today already is the 5th days cny....

i stay at my dear house already got 3 days.....

tis year cny i feel damn boring la...

no plan...

no place can go...

just only go my dear house....

to9 will go bak my home de....

2moro starting my work liao...

dad n mom go singapore edi,,,,,

so few days my dinner is eat myself...

lol....

after tat 2moro after finnish my work i will go do sliming edi...

tis time cannot eat wat i want to eat edi...

must control...

cos be4 my dear birthday 10th april is my competition day....

so he wan a big n surprise present for him...

i must lost 20kg++...

haiz....

dun no can do it a not leh...

ya...

the therapy is so xin ku...

but no choice lo...

he wan i slim...

just listen to him lo...

valentine's day is coming de....

i already buy present for him edi...

he wan the nike shoes....

RM199...

hmmm....

tis month i need save money liao...

no money use...

haiz...

nvm la...

he like than can de...

but hope he will use la...

ltr buy jor no wear than i sure angry liao....

hmmm...

tis year valentine's day dun no he buy wat for me leh..

got any surprise?

hmmm....

dun no leh...

scare to thinking it...

cos he nvm buy a present for me when any celebration...

haiz...

i want buy new phone leh...

hmmm...

but need save money too..

SE xperia 10...

i wanna buy oo....

white colour...

nice nice...:)

when can get it leh...

:(