2009年9月30日星期三



tis song very nice....
愛一直存在-梁文音

today change phone number wit my dear...
huhu...
i love my dear o...
miss him so muach..

2009年9月29日星期二

tat day dear say something word hurt me...
i so sad n so hurt...
cry lik hell...
but now he apologized wit me....
so i forgive him de...

my SPM trail test....
haiz....
damn shit....
all fill...
my BI also fill edi...
sad la...
haiz...
maybe my dear will scold me gua...
sorry dear...

today after school go eat lunch wit rainie n her bf...
we go eat fish head noodles...
nice leh..
eat until full...

recently got some new song i very like it...
nice song....



tis song is 丁当-我爱他
the MV so nice...
i see it i also will cry...



tis is 郭静-明白...
also is a nice song

2009年9月27日星期日

today boring at home leh...
my dear just wake up only....
he say he tired...
then let him sleep lo...
then i nth do o...
my dear make me alone at there...
naughty dear....
heng....
but nvm la...
he tired ma...
is ok...
i understand....

2moro start my school day again o...
lol...
damn happy tim...
cos stay at home boring la...
i wan go back school...
hope my eng n bm can pass o...

miss my dear leh...
now he eating dinner o...
waiting he find me lo....

ok la...
i wan go out la...
bb....

2009年9月26日星期六

just come back at my school the Moon Cake Festival....
lol...
damn boring.....
so ime n my boy dont wan stay at there..
then ask rainie n her bf go yam cha together..

today i go mid wit my boy....
then go jusco...
i saw him....
i scare to look at him...
but my boy say he got looking at us....
i just wan he noe....
"i no more u i still got my Ryan dear, he treat me more good then u"....
"pls dont say i hurt u again..i dint do tat..OK..."...

dear...
sorry...
i not wan lik tat wan...
hope u understand me....
n i dint scare him again....
he just a normal ppl..
but u different....
u is my lao gong.....
my lovely lao gong....
i love u so much...
muackxxx....

erm....
tis week is me n my boy meet so many time...
sunday over9 at his house....
monday go genting...
tuesday go back...
thursday go his house again....
today go my school....
hehe....
so happy o..
but i noe dear got some no mood...
n he tired...
sorry dear...
make u lik tat....
pls forgive me o...
u remember just now u fetch me back i tell u wat ma...
hope u understand me o....
just now my dear go his friend birthday party....
then me at home waiting he come back...
i dont sms him...
cos he wit his friend...
actually i noe he wont reply me wan...
so i just wait him find me..

fianally he come back at 11.50pm....
he call me...
when i hear his voice i noe he drunk edi...
i noe he will do something wan...

ya...
is true...
he start to scold me edi...
i told him i waiting him come back home...
then he said..."ya meh, i dont no oo"....
when i hear it...
i cry...
my heart pain...
he keep asking me wat happen to me..
i just keep say i nth...
he say i lik tat again...
i dint....
i just dont wan argue wit him...
i noe he drunk edi..
he wan how to treat me also nvm....
i just tahan..
when he drink alcohol....
drunk edi he will treat me lik hell...
will say something to hurt me...
but i wont scold him back...
cos i noe he drunk...
i just keep silent let him lik tat...

dear...
i noe u celebrate ur friend birthday will very happy...
i also hope i can get lik tat de birthday....
but dear...
i wont wan u give me lik tat...
u how to celebrate wit me i also will happy...
my birthday is already pass...
so now i say i wan how de birthday also useless....

dear...
maybe ur friend can give u happy...
i cannot...
but i already try my best...
when i birthday u also wont write "happy birthday to my darling"...
ur friend birthday u will write it wan...
me n u got anything u also wont write at msn there wan....
be4 when together wit u not lik tat de....
i still remember u write wat at msn persenal message....
u write.."I LOVE MY YOYO DARLING"....
but now i never see tis word edi....
y de....
y i different wit ur friend...
they birthday u will remember it ma?...
or my birthday not very important wan....
just now u say my birthday u not happy...
y u will say lik tat...
just now u tell me u wan sleep...
but i see u on9...
y wan bluff me wor...
yyyyy.......


dear...
u drunk edi nvm...
i still will take care of u...
u still is my lao gong...
how also i wont argue wit u...
ok...

I LOVE U FOREVER tis word u never tell me be4...
but i will waiting u to tell me tis word...
i just wan u give me a promise to love me forever....
i wont force u to tell me tis word...
i wont force u to love me forever....
n i wont at in front of u ask u u dint think about the things...
n i wont ask again...
cos i noe u never think it n dont like i ask u..

dear...
sorry..
im not the prefect gf...
i noe i so far from u...
but my heart wont change it...
my heart just for u...
just only u can get it....
dear....
u noe ma...
i love u so much..
FOREVER tis word i already wan give u....
now is wan see u how to tell me only....
i wait u..
how long also i will wait....

2009年9月23日星期三

im izit not a good gf..?
i treat him not good meh...?
i wan how just can be a good gf..?
i wan how just can be a important ppl in his heart....

dear...
u noe ma?
i already try to be the best edi...
i wan be ur good lao po...
i already try to treat u more good...

pls...
dont say i crazy again..
if i crazy y u still wan me wor...
i dont like u say i lik tat ar...
u noe ma?
sometimes i feel when i oing something i also wrong wan...
i cry u also dont no..
i scare u will say i small gas...
say i just a little things then cry edi...
u noe y i wan cry ma?...
i cry is about who ?
all is u ar....
i do wat also is about u ar...
when i wit my ex i wont lik tat wan...

dear...
i just together wit u half years only...
i love u more then my ex...
he together wit me 5 years only ar...
i dint love him until lik tat ar...
i just noe u in my life is very important for me...
i really cannot loose u...
if no u no more life for me edi ar...
u remember be4 i told u wat ma?
i dont wan give ppl hurt me again...
be4 i give my ex hurt me...
is u make me happy back wan...

dear...
i hope u can understand me..
im not small gas ar...
im not crazy ar...
i just wan treat u good only...

dear...
i really really love u...
i love u so much...
i love my baby hippo...
i love RYAN NG CHEN WEI only...
just only him...
i just wan him only....





















1 pair panda...














Dickson bath...

















our take the pic...






















dear n dickson....damn dark...can see it?





first world hotel....but the S gone edi....so is firt world hotel...haha






dear n dickson play bowling....
wat happen for dickson..?


dear n dickson....

dear buying fruit....




im so short....






















when going genting...inside caber car...





the pic izit nice?





































at my dear house.....when going genting...

hold ur hand until end our life....








genting hotel...


first world hotel...
Baskin ice-cream


too dark...cant see mt face..

outside hotel room....


i cook for dear de fried rice

dear n dickson play bowling....