haiz....
he go club edi..
i damn moody now....
dun no wan how...
just listen song n keep crying...
dun no he wat time will bak....
keep thinking wat he will do at the club...
will hug another girl?
will do something wrong wit another girl?....
ya...
i noe he sure will see leng lui...
cos at club all the girl also is sexy wan...
he sure will see...
but....
my heart pain de...
im sad...
i need crying now...

haiz...
y he must go...
did him thinking about my feeling?
did him noe im sad now?
did him noe im crying now...?
did him noe im unhappy.??

dear...
y u cant listen wat i say?
did i importamt for u?
i feel wanna die now...
i reali cant tolerate u go club...
i cant accept...
i wanna make myself drunk....
i dun wan thinking edi...

TODAY ~ 18/11/2010~

today my mood is damn moody....
becos...
i think me n him wan break edi...
i crying lik hell now...
write my blog n keep crying now....
i so xin ku edi...
i wanna die...
if can i hope i can die now...
than i wont hurt anymore...
if have a wish...
i wish i nvr come to tis word...

i quarrel wit my dear...
becos something happen...
when i say NO!!!
than he starting use bad word scold me edi...
did he noe when he use all the bad word scold me...
my heart keep pain...
lik a knife keep hurt me...
my heart all the blood come out de...
just lik a water...

haiz...
dear....
u noe wat my feeling now...
u ask me...
izit wanna break wit u seriously...
my answer is "NO"!!!
haiz...
maybe u think im a bad girl...
im small gas....
but...
u will noe y i will do tat for u wan...

i going crazy...
crying until lik hell now~~!!!!