just now my dear go his friend birthday party....
then me at home waiting he come back...
i dont sms him...
cos he wit his friend...
actually i noe he wont reply me wan...
so i just wait him find me..

fianally he come back at 11.50pm....
he call me...
when i hear his voice i noe he drunk edi...
i noe he will do something wan...

ya...
is true...
he start to scold me edi...
i told him i waiting him come back home...
then he said..."ya meh, i dont no oo"....
when i hear it...
i cry...
my heart pain...
he keep asking me wat happen to me..
i just keep say i nth...
he say i lik tat again...
i dint....
i just dont wan argue wit him...
i noe he drunk edi..
he wan how to treat me also nvm....
i just tahan..
when he drink alcohol....
drunk edi he will treat me lik hell...
will say something to hurt me...
but i wont scold him back...
cos i noe he drunk...
i just keep silent let him lik tat...

dear...
i noe u celebrate ur friend birthday will very happy...
i also hope i can get lik tat de birthday....
but dear...
i wont wan u give me lik tat...
u how to celebrate wit me i also will happy...
my birthday is already pass...
so now i say i wan how de birthday also useless....

dear...
maybe ur friend can give u happy...
i cannot...
but i already try my best...
when i birthday u also wont write "happy birthday to my darling"...
ur friend birthday u will write it wan...
me n u got anything u also wont write at msn there wan....
be4 when together wit u not lik tat de....
i still remember u write wat at msn persenal message....
u write.."I LOVE MY YOYO DARLING"....
but now i never see tis word edi....
y de....
y i different wit ur friend...
they birthday u will remember it ma?...
or my birthday not very important wan....
just now u say my birthday u not happy...
y u will say lik tat...
just now u tell me u wan sleep...
but i see u on9...
y wan bluff me wor...
yyyyy.......


dear...
u drunk edi nvm...
i still will take care of u...
u still is my lao gong...
how also i wont argue wit u...
ok...

I LOVE U FOREVER tis word u never tell me be4...
but i will waiting u to tell me tis word...
i just wan u give me a promise to love me forever....
i wont force u to tell me tis word...
i wont force u to love me forever....
n i wont at in front of u ask u u dint think about the things...
n i wont ask again...
cos i noe u never think it n dont like i ask u..

dear...
sorry..
im not the prefect gf...
i noe i so far from u...
but my heart wont change it...
my heart just for u...
just only u can get it....
dear....
u noe ma...
i love u so much..
FOREVER tis word i already wan give u....
now is wan see u how to tell me only....
i wait u..
how long also i will wait....