2009年12月13日星期日

now...
im sad...
feel very very down....

im tired...
reli very tired edi...
pls...
i beg u ok ma..
dont treat me lik tat edi...

now i just noe...
be4 wat i told u...
u also will forget..
wat i wan u change...
u also forget...
u never put in ur heart...
i already told u so many times....
dont treat me lik tat....
if u still wan treat me lik tat...
then u leave me...

i noe...
now u dint love me so much...
dint love me lik be4...
u change edi...
lik another person....
not lik be4 i know the "RYAN"....

now the "RYAN" is how??
dint care his gf....
bit his gf...
ignore his gf....
his gf cry also dont wan care her...dont wan tam her...just let her cry...
she cry still wan say her...
told her continue cry....
he go watch movie 1st....
his gf wan watch movie wit him...
but he told his gf he will going out wit his family..
watch movie also cannot ma???
will waste ur time ma??
y u friends call u go watch movie u straight go....
huh...

i starting to thinking im not important for u edi...
when i go out wit u....
u never hold my hand...
walking lik friends only...
u at left...me at right....
sometimes u at infront....me at behind....
u think la...
got couple lik tat ma??
huh...
u dont wan let ppl noe im ur gf u can told me....
then we dont go out...
but can u dont lik tat ma...
i dont like ar...
u dont wan hold my hand u can told me...
when we walking lik tat...
i feel very sad...
feel very down...
u somemore at there see leng lui....
u still keep see the girls...
until cant leave ur eyes....

yesterday we go gym...
i told u wat the girls do at the room....
u noe wat u told me ma...
u say "can i change place wit u ma"....
u noe u say lik tat is very guo fen ma...
u think u can say lik tat ma....

u at facebook u wont upload us pic...
u wont give some comments in us pic...
at MSN or facebook...or in ur phone also....
u wont use us the pic put at wallpaper....
ur friends the pic u will give they comments....
say they pretty n press u like they pic...
exspecially the girls name call "Shirlynn Ng"....
i noe u sometimes will see her pic in facebook....
sometimes will sms wit her...

yesterday night i told u satuday go see concert...
u told me call another go wit u..
u noe wat u say ma...
huh...
y u can say lik tat wan...
i reli damn PO wit u already....

i noe....
u not tat type of very care gf the guys...
u dont no how to treat ur gf...
dont no how to give her surprise....
dont no how to care gf....
dont no wat u can say n wat u cant say...
u change de....
very big different edi...
not lik be4 i know the "RYAN"...

now the "RYAN" give me the feel is...
sometimes will make me happy....
sometimes will make me sad n cry...
sometimes will treat me good...
sometimes will treat me bad...
sometimes will care me...
sometimes dint care me...

somtimes i go out u also wont worry me...
dint call me be kfull....
lik dint care me wan...
now....
we sms u also dint write "I LOVE U" or "I MISS YOU" for me....
"MUACKXXXX" also dint write for me..
at night when u sleep also dint say " GOOD NIGHT" wit me....
u straight sleep n close me phone....
sometimes u sleep edi i call u wake up....
u scold me....
say me "fan"...say me "noisy"....
y u wan say i lik tat ....
i just wan say "gOOD NIGHT" wit u only....
also cannot ma..
huh..
y u wan scold me lik tat...

RYAN NG CHEN WEI....
i dont no wan how to treat u edi..
i treat u good also useless edi...
u wont treasure me edi...
wont love me so much edi...
wont wan i be ur a part in ur life edi...
n u wont wan i be ur lao po...
be ur gf edi...

u treat me just lik friends....
how much i give u....
u wont noe...
u wont understand wat i wan...
u never noe wat i wan u do....
u never noe how i wan u treat me...
u just noe im small gas ...
im bad....
everyday just will augue wit u...
angry u....
in ur heart....
im not the 1st...
im the last...
im not important for u...

u dont care i got wearing the ring a not..
cos u dint see i got wearing a not..
i dint wearing u also never ask me y dint wearing it...
just lik nth happen...
i got wearing a not also not important for u....
cos u dont wan i be ur wife...
never thinking wan married me...

u wan give ppl bring me go away from u ma???
u told me....
wat u wan i do u just will treat me good...
sayang me n care me until lik hell..
wat u wan i do just will treasure me..

I LOVE U SO MUCH tis word u never told me....
but...
i think u wont told me wan...

wat i wan do now???
i dont no...
i just noe im sad....
i just noe my heart very pain....
i just wan cry until i tired...
until i no more feeling....
maybe i will lost...

i lost edi u also wont worry me wan...
i noe de...
i reli noe de....

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