last 9 i sick edi...
then i tod today u will come find me n take k me...
but leh...
u say go eat wit friends....
then dint come...
u go eat wit friends more important come take k me rite...
im still important for u ma...
how much u caring me...
i already noe...
im important for u a not i also noe...
next time i sick edi also dont wan tell u...
cos u wont 1st time come find me...

i feel so sad...
y my dear will so rude now...
who teaching him lik tat....
everyday say bad word....
talk wit me everytime also will say "diu"...
be4 he wont treat me so rude wan...
now de dear dear...
already change...
he will beat me liao..
tat time he beat me until very pain....
but i dont wan tell him...
i just tolerate only...
he will say bad word wit me edi....
im his gf ar....
y he wont say sweet word wit me...
i damn hate he treat me lik tat...
i damn heart pain...
everyday i just will sad...
i sad becos he do all tat...
but him leh...
just will say i everyday also cry...
he dont no wat reason i will cry...
he say me together wit him not happy...
he is wrong...
im not together wit him unhappy...
i very happy got him....
i unhappy is becos he treat me rude...
wont sayang me...
wont treat me lik his bao bei...
he say will protect me...
but now he treat me so rude he not protect me edi...
sometimes i damn hate him...
but i just hate him awhile...
cos he is my dear...
i bu she de hate him so long..
sometimes he say me fan...
say me very noisy..
i dont no y he will say me until lik tat...
when i hear he say lik tat...
i so sad....
i crying...
i damn heart pain...
but...
he noe ma...
he never will noe how my feeling.....
he wont care me..
im still is his gf ma...
y he always treat me lik tat...

cos i love him...
i treat him lik my bao bei...
cant let him get hurt..
im his gf...
but how also i will protect him...
becos him i die also nvm....
i just wan always be wit him...
i wan always together wit him...
but he wan together wit me forever a not i dont no...
i wont force him...

dear...
how u treat me...
i just tolerate la...
wat u do worng..
until now u still havent change...
u never noe u treat me bad how my feeling...
always u just think urself only...
i told u...
no ppl will tolerate u...
cos u very rude...
not very rude...
is too rude...
i can tolerate u...
i also dont no y...
but my heart...
everyday also pain...
still got few days we already together 1 years...
but...
u will noe ma?
we wan how to celebrate u also dint say...
maybe u already forget la...
i still say wan u give me surprise...
but now i think no surprise edi la...
i wont remind u tat day is wat day edi....
if u feel very important...
u will remember wan..
no need i say u also will celebrate wit me...
will give me a surprise...
1 years edi...
how much i love u...
how much u hurt me...
how many times u say me fan, say me noisy....
how many times u scold me...
how many times u beat me...
how many times i cry becos u....
how many times i sad....
how many times i heart pain...
all tat u noe ma??

i treat u how u noe ma?
i love u so much u noe ma?
now u sleeping edi..
i call u ...
u just will so rude to scold me...
say me fan...
u noe u how ma...
i talking wit u....
u sleep..
then i just wake u up only...
also get scold from u...
u everytime sleep also dint say good 9 wit me...
never noe im here wan....
feel lik i die edi...
wat i do for u also wrong wan...
rite...

u dont wan respect me nvm...
see i wan tolerate until when la...
my family already treat me lik tat...
now is dear...
if i cant tolerate...
i will leave here...
go no ppl know me the place...
cos i damn tired edi...
i dont wan give me parents scold me..
i dont wan wit dear got something happen...
now my parents argue wit me..
scold me...
i only got dear ....
but dear also will same wit them...
i feel i so pity...
izit die edi u all will happy...
y u all wan treat me lik tat...

now ming kor kor at australia...
wat happen on me i also dont no how to say wit him...
kor...
ur mui mui so stupid rite...

dear...
now u treat me the feeling different edi...
sayang me...
caring me...
love me...
treat me good...
all tat feeling already gone...

wat u wan i also give u...
but after u wan...
then throw me...
lik nth happen wit me...
lik no need responsible...
i feel i just lik a ball...
dont wan me liao then kick me out....
lik a garbage...
dont wan liao then throw it...
so easy only...
dear...
rite...