yup...
he dont have feeling on me edi...
y...
last year today...
is my ex break wit me...
tis year toady...
is my bf dont wan me....
but..
we havent can say break up...
cos we give us a chance to continue...
but...
i scare will break..

dear...
y i do wrong...
y u wan treat me lik tat....
i dont wan u treat me lik sister...
i dont wan be ur sister...
just wan be ur gf...
if u reli cant together wit me...
then i dont force u la....
i let u go...
cos i noe....
i cant get ur heart again...
but...
now we still got chance...
i will try my best to get ur heart bak...
i noe i can do it...

dear...
just wan told u...
if we break up...
i still will love u...
still will miss u...
still will worry u....
still will care u....
cos i cant change...
i cannot change i treat u the feeling...
never can change...
is heart pain just only me pain...
give ppl hurt only me...
i just wan u happy...
then i also will happy...
maybe u without me u will more better...
will more happy...
but u leave me edi...
i wont happy anymore...
wont smile anymore...
i said wit u edi...
"without u...no more life for me"...

i feel i so useless...
cant make u love me so much...
but...
i just wan say...
i love u so much....
Ryan Ng Chen Wei...
i cannot leave u...
i cannot loose u...
u r my only one....

CANT....